MIA!

LOL LOL LOL! mia! mia! mia! PLEASE go to this web site! LOL!
http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/424325

it is SUPER FUNNEH! PLEASE GO CHECK IT OUT!

mia, nesa, fazlul (READ THIS)

huh....tomoroe i will have to drag myself out of bed (again) and dress up in the world's most hideous uniform ever (again) and fight with the rush of everyday life and pretend to be happy and energetic.....

that is until i see them....then i can become myself (again) lazy, tired and sloopy but never the less still smiling. this time with real happy-ness you can see the truth in my eyes. all sorrow breaks lose cause i see them...my best friends.

i will run to them as SLOW as possible to get a top view of my life savers. then (i bet) nesa will smile with ever lasting happy-ness and suddently the room seems brighter, fazlul will smile her usual side smile and scream because of the stress of the up coming projek...and my favourite for last...mia will set the laughter on with her humor (mostly swearing) and i bet i WILL laugh. suddently, everything just seems better.
thank you, mia, nesa and fazlul. I LOVE YOU (as friends) sorry i meant (as BEST FRIENDS)

for you

I HATE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME
THE PAIN YOU MADE ME FEEL
WHY CAN'T YOU JUST SIMPLY SEE?
THAT ALL OF THIS IS REAL
BETRAYL, TORMENT I MUST ABIDE
YOUR RULES LIVE THROUGHOUT MY VEINS
THESE LAWS WILL END ONCE YOU HAVE DIED
AND I WILL BE RID OF ALL THIS PAIN
I CAN'T BELIVE I USED TO LOVE YOU
THAT AT ONE POINT I ACTUALLY CARED
NOW ALL THESE EMOTIONS AND GONE AND FLEW
TO THE PLACE THAT WE HAVE DARED
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME?
YOU RAN AWAY WITH MY PRIDE
WHY CAN'T WE JUST AGREE?
FOR NOW MY SOUL HAS DIED
I'LL COME BACK
MY PRIDE WILL JOIN ME TOO
I MUST MAKE MY FINAL ATTACK
THE ONE WITHOUT PRIDE IS YOU
HAVE YOU NO SHAME FOR WHAT YOU'VE DONE?
THESE WOUNDS WILL NEVER HEAL
DID YOU THINK IT WAS ALL FOR FUN?
WITH HATE THESE WOUNDS WILL SEAL
LOOK AT ME
MAKE SURE THIS IS FOR REAL
FOR ONCE I'M GONE YOU SEE...
YOU FATE WILL BE SEALED
YOU RIPPED OUT MY HEART
YOU JACKED MY PRIDE
A MIRACULOUS FORM OF YOUR DEADLY ART
THESE DEEDS YOU'VE DONE WILL ALL COLLIDE
AND FROM THIS MOMENT ON
YOU WILL BE DRASTICALLY FACED
WITH THE FACT THAT I'M GONE?
OR SIMPLY MISPLACED
BUT THERE IS ONE THING I KNOW
ONE THING THAT IS CERTAIN
THAT THIS IS MY SHOW
FOR YOU I'VE CLOSED THE CURTAIN
YOU HAVE NOTHING LEFT
FOR I WILL AVENGE MYSELF
THE POUNDING SILENCE WILL BRING YOU DEFT
YOUR WEAKNESSES I WILL FIND WITH STEALTH
THEN START LAUGHING AT YOU
WHILE YOU BURN IN HELL
ARE THESE WORDS, ARE THEY TRUE?
OR SIMPLY THE WORDS OF A GIRL WHO HAS FELL
THESE STATEMENTS OF HATE
FLY LIKE A DOVE
PERHAPS ITS TOO LATE?
TO SAY YOUR THE ONE I LOVE

link~!

hey there, this is accually a message to my besties, mia, fazlul and nesa!
i was just cheacking out deviantart when i found some really cool flashs and these 3 flashs remind me of you guys! please check them out! I MISS YOU GUYS! ♥

mia;
http://artbit.deviantart.com/art/A-Short-Story-About-Love-40090777

its an emo story, i thought you might like it. its the emo-est!

nesa;
http://nch85.deviantart.com/art/4-friends-and-a-fly-7141619

its a story about a fly! its really really funny! WATCH IT!

fazlul;
http://arechan.deviantart.com/art/waffle-51254862

the begining is kinda boring but the ending is hilarious! check it out! i bet you'll love it...the name of it is waffle

my twbute to my very best friends! ♥

this is a tribute to my most funniest bestie in the world who ALWAYS manages to make me laugh;
mia ♥



this is also for mia. I COULDNT RESIST! ♥ ♥ ♥



this is for my almost TOO honest bestie and the person who sits next to me in class;
nesalinee ♥



to my very truthful friend who has always manage to ejek me and still look good;
fazlul ♥

WARNING: you people who are NOT mia, nesa or fazlul may NOT understand why i put up these special pictures. so....go figure. also, TO mia fazlul and nesa, please dont take the placing of you names seriously cos i love you all the same (not lesbian)! I MISS YOU! ♥

whats inside

something so bold....



is so weak...

*emo*

skats

i guess mia is right, cats are KINDA cute.

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

food! UM!

window from hope....

why cant you see me?

the perfect stranger

Turn Around
Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection
I can't speak
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

I'm confident
But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we'd turn into
I was hopeing that you could see
Take a look at me so you can see

TO: my best friend, nesa, you are my perfect stranger.

goldfish

something that seems so beautiful could be so fragile...

weird

family get together

SO CUTE!

tea.

my sis, my mum and me with tea. YUM!

LEAVE ME ALONE, STALKER!

okay people, i want to get some things straight. some crazy *bad words* just hacked my account and post some shitty *more bad words* post that is NOT TRUE! (i deleted it already)i dont eff-ing care what that moron thinks and yeah i know who he is and NO i dont like him. in fact I REALY DISLIKE HIM!(diorene says its a sin to say hate towards a person so i shall use the word "dislike" instead cos diorene told me its better)he keeps stalking me with all his stupid phone calls and text messages! LEAVE ME ALONE YOU STALKER! and yeah im very 100% sure who the person is. CANT YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! STOP POSTING EFF-ING STUFF ON MY BLOG! GO GET YOUR OWN BLOG! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DESPISE YOU! mia, nesa and fazlul please online tonight i have to talk to chu about this problem. please, online. im missin you guys already!

the natural love story

today, as the gentle breeze raced through my garden and into the living room till the first chair among others at the dining table.the chair i would always sit on. my chair. i watched from the sliding door as the breeze ran though the leaves of a particular tree outside. it was so calming. calming enough to touch my soul. the leaves rattled around themselves making a soft calming twine between souls as the breeze cut though them. i smiled weekly at the sight of it. suddenly, almost immediately, it stopped. all the leaves, the stem and my soul stopped... without warning...it didn't move after that. not at all...it almost seem like the breeze cut right through it leaving it dead on the ground. it looked lifeless and almost dead. i felt a jolt of sadness run through me. it reminded me of an impossible thinking we humans call, love... you fall so in love then...without warning it stops. you would either be the breeze or the leaves. i obviously was the leaves. left dead, alone without anyone. sad. alone. cold. while i die slowly here, in pain, you move on without noticing my pain. without caring...like the breeze.i signed....though sadness filled me at that moment my charcoal eyes stay dry. not bleeding with tear drops for i act strong.i sign again. "are you listening?" a honey voice calls out. "huh...ah..yes..." i answer in sober. "good. so....." my mother's honey voice continued. i tried to concentrate but i was constantly being distracted by the thought of you...i sign once more. i look down in sadness...suddenly, from the edge of my ear i could hear a soft rattle. i faced upwards. and there it was....joy overwhelmed me. the leaves of the tree were rattling once more. this time without help. without the breeze....

do you get it? do you understand? *comment* rate* etc.*

twilite is a GREAT BOOK!

this is suppose to be edward cullen from twilight (applause) but i think he looks more like sasori from naruto shippuden either way, THEY ARE SUPER CUTE, dont cha think?

JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE is hot like WOW

The way you walked in
I saw you standing there
You caught me staring at you
Hot Like Wow

You came a little closer
You know you make me blush
You got a body that is
Hot Like Wow

And all my friends they tell me
You know they think I'm crazy
The things you've got me doing
Hot Like Wow

They say they don't believe me
But I know they're just jealous
The freaky things you do are
Hot Like Wow

HOT LIKE WOW! (stroll down READ everything and you'll know why i put this!) taggy waggy

okay so heres, the taggies;
RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 15 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
you're a god? (LOL-ing!! i love this song!!!)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
behind blue eyes (emo...)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
pictures of you (SOBBING)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
UP! THE SATURDAYS! YEAH!

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Sexyback, naruto version? LOL LOL LOL!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
addicted? WEIRD!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
thunder? LOL! true!

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
bringin sasuke back? o.O this is freakin me out!

WHAT IS 2+2?
colours? YAY! *dances*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
nesalinee is....IN THE SHADOWS?! i didnt know nesalinee was emo?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
obvious.....*blush*

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
how to save a life? WOW! how perfect.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
in the shadows, shikamaru version. (GREAT now im a emo bum. wait...I AM A EMO BUM!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
SOS! this wan also fits perfectly!

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Gangsta! LOL LOL LOL LOL!!!!!!

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
soul eater theme song smash version???? doesnt make sense!

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
taking back my love? okaaaay?

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/Interest?
maneater...LOL! so not true!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
danjo?????? LOL LOL! i CANNOT imagine mia, fazlul and nesa dancing to danjo!!!!

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
phenomenon

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
teenage dirtbag....OKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY??

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Apologize. fits!

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
stuck! great song!

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
get another boyfriend. 0.o MAY BE I WILL!! if i had one....well...DONT TELL ME WHAT TO DO!

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
love, sex and magic? OMG! THAT IS GROSSS!!!!!!!!!

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
mauve-ino no sympathy

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
battlefield. my life IS a battlefield!

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
untouched. DONT TOUCH ME!

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
boys, boys, boys. true. LOL! JK

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Hot like WOW! may be i will post this as it!

okay i tag....
1. nesalinee! (no DUH!)
2. fazlul (hello =D)
3. mia (twilight! i bought the book. i hope you dont think im copying you. please dont think that. and btw, I LOVE IT! so on monday, if i ignor all you guys and focus on my book, dont blame me!THE BOOK SPREE IS ON!!!! ps; I MISSIN YOU! and edward must be hot or somthing cos bella is SO attached to him! GOD! using beautiful for a guy is kinda...weird. let me know when your onlining, count me in, kay? thanks!!!)
4. huff...that was A LONG ONE! anyway, i pick....CHERMAINE TAN!
5. i would pick charmaine hee too but she already done it so i pick...JACK!!! have fun doing it and i hope your feeling better!
6. ADRIAN! DOUBLE DUH!
7. diorene (even if she doesnt do it i want her to know how important she is to me! *smiles*)
8. TWILITE~random!
9. john WEEEEE!!! later im going to play my Wiiiiiiiii!!! accually i really wanted to play me Wii! *sob*
10. DANA CHAN! sorry your at last. i overloaded on names! KOMENDASAI!
11. i...
12. dunno...
13. who...
14. else...
15. this is the end....

well, thats all....BYies!

5 facts of an emo person (by my opinion)

okay so by my opinion, as a fellow emo member, i shall tell you 5 facts about emo people (im bored!)

WARNING: the contents may NOT be true!

okay so fact number 1!
in fact, emo people LIKE to be touched (as in hug and cuddling, NOTHING DIRTY). they are sometimes so left out that they just need a warm hug and a pat on the back and stuff like that. so go and hug an emo NOW!!!

fact number TOO!
most emo people try to hide their crying. they dont want other people to know so they find a certain place or corner or they just dig a hole and sob, cry , kill themselves or....they just BE EMO. it will normally be their room or a corner OF THE ROOM.

which brings us to fact number 3!
emo people like to hurt themselves and they also like to show their pain (as in cuts and bruises etc.) to others. it makes helps them express themselves to the world and by doing this they also hope that YOU understand what they feel inside.

@$#*~ means number 4!!!
emo people like BLACK and RED. RED simbolises (dont know how to spell! LOL! XD) blood (as said in fact number 3, they like to express themselves and this is a less painfull way of expressing to other people, mainly for the cowardly ones (like me))and black is for....well lets face it black is officially an emo colour!

and lastly, fact number 5!!!!!!
okay so this is kinda like a warning. emo people normally like to take people down with them. this means that when they are emo they have the force of habit to make you emo too. also, if you find an emo letter DONT READ IT unless its for you, then READ IT! cos normally emo letters are all death notes (i used to write death notes when i was young, SERIOSLY!) and they will make YOU jump off a clift!

so thats basic-ly all the emo facts you ought to know. i have more but....i dont want to make you sad. so i hope you dont spam me. and please let me know your opinions by leaving me a comment! i would love to knoe what you think of being a true emo and if your not emo, just leave a comment for the fun of it.